Life, Love, Happiness

I've been through alot of ups and downs in my life. Knock my self on my feet but still I choose to stand again. There have been companions who stayed with me and help me get through the hardest times.

I will not go through the very detail of my life, rather I will just share the feelings, the triumphs and the overcomings of every drama that I have been through. 

Like other people, I have been betrayed, judged, and pushed around. It hurts really. Suffering everyday from the heartaches from the blames but still holding on. For the past 4years life became bumpier but instead of giving up I find my self holding on to those who inspires me the most.. My kids. Finding hope in every thread of despair. Finding forgiveness in them through the unforgivable. Finding peace when everyone is being cruel. Finding happines when the world seems blue. And most of all finding love even if I dont deserve to be loved. To me they became the world, they have been my peace, my happiness, my life, my everything. To my boys, the world will be cruel but I will risk everything to fight the monsters. I will love you forever, in every fiber of my being.

Mama has always been there too. Sacrificing everything for me and the boys. Crying silently everynight for all the heartaches the cruel world has given her. Im sorry ma, for all the heartbreaks I have caused you. For my mistakes that made you suffer. Suffer alot more. For carriying my burdens so I dont have to carry heavy loads. Sorry for all the pains that I have caused you. Thank you for the happiness. I hope that someday our dreams will cometrue. I love you Ma, forever.

To my bestfriend/sister/ates, thank you for always being there for me. For being my companion. For being an inspiration. You taught me well and I am very gratefull for havibg someone like you! Listening to all my dramas and helping me escape the cruel reality of my bumpy life, exchanging it to happy moments and long hours of talking and pigging out. Thank you for always being there, for including me to your palns. Me and the boys will forever be grateful to you! Thank you is not enough for all the things that you did to me. For helping me around alot. For making me believe that I am capable of doing anything far beyond than what I know of. Thank you for pushing me to go beyond limits and be happy. Life without you would be dull. You know that! Thank you so much! I will be eternally grateful for all the things that you've done for me and the boys.

To my cousins, thank you fir the happiness. For the bonds that we shared, the laughters and the tears we shared together. I love you always. My family. Titos and titas and grand parents, thank you.